Journey
I think I'm nearly in the edge of writing on this blog. The very first reason, the one, the sweetest walking memories of mine finally found her forever home. And turns out, I was invited haha. I took it very personal and going alone, although there's old friends in the way. Bali probably one of the destination I never thought I would go alone or even have short trip, never cross my mind to visit here in the last 7 or 8 years. But then it happens, she invited me to her biggest event, the promise I made long time ago. And honestly I'm not in a 'financially ready' position to have this kind of trip but then some things happen, I got all the money to provide single trip for myself haha. Maybe the universe force me to fulfill this long-time promise? I was very nervous. I have to met her parents which push me away and forced us to broke up back then, I have to sit around people whose ignored me for years, damaged my mental for years. When I really think about it, ignora